All You Need is One: Band Portfolio

Unspoken Words

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Band Members:
- Sienna: Vocals/Bass
- Sarah: Lead Guitar
- Tariq: Rhythm Guitar
- Aseel: Drums

The band didn't release any original songs yet. they are only playing cover songs at the time. Tariq is the lead guitarist of the band Burning Corps and is only filling the Rhythm Guitar spot till the band finds a new guitarist.

All You Need is One: Chapter Twelve

         The only person you are destined to become is the person you decide to be.
             – Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Razan

Flash back:

“Who wrote that?” I asked while looking at Sienna’s name on her notebook. “I did.” Sienna said. “How come your dad’s name is written so beautifully?” I asked. “Hmm… maybe it’s because I love him.” She answered.

“So you only write the name of the person you love beautifully?” I was trying to understand. She nodded. “Write my name!” I requested. She smiled and started writing. She wrote it so beautifully.

I hugged her. “So Sienna loves Razan.” I commented. She hugged me back

She was the only friend I had back then. How did it come to this? I hugged her note book tight. Then I remembered Feras. She betrayed me. I threw her note book away. My eyes started tearing. I don’t understand… why?

I calm down a while after. I copied all the homework since there was no way I could do it on my own. I’ll give her back her note book on Sunday.

Sienna

That weekend I wrote the song lyrics, and finished playing all the games I had. I had an unexpected visit on Saturday as well. While I was in the studio with Tariq the studio door opened. I looked behind me and it was Waleed.

“Hello.” Waleed said. “Hi.” I replied and looked at Tariq.”You guys wanted to record a duet together, didn’t you?” Tariq asked. “Yeah.” I answered. “Well, that’s why I’m here.” Waleed said. “It’s a cover song that we can release on your album Sie.” Tariq explained.

“I have to tell Aseel and Sarah about this.” I said. “They’re on their way. I’ve already told them.” Tariq assured me. “Alright, what’s the song?” I asked. “Believe by Staind.” Waleed answered. “But that’s not a duet!” I argued.

“We’ll make it one.” He grinned. “What are you making without us?” Sarah said as she entered the studio with Aseel. Tariq laughed. “We’ve been waiting for you actually.” Waleed shrugged. “Right…” Aseel commented.

“Oh Sienna, this is the lyrics. The parts where you’re going to sing have your name on top of them.”  Tariq explained. “Sie will be singing the Chorus together.” Waleed added. I nodded. This is how the lyrics were:

Sienna

I sit alone and watch the clock

Trying to collect my thoughts

All I think about is you

And so I cry myself to sleep

And hope the devil I don't meet

In the dreams that I live through

[Chorus]

Believe in me

I know you've waited for so long

Believe in me

Sometimes the weak become the strong

Believe in me

This life is not always what it seems

Believe in me

Cause I was made for chasing dreams

Waleed

All the smiles you had to fake

And all the shit you had to take

Just to lead us here again

I never have the things to say

To make it all just go away

To make it all just disappear

[Chorus]

Believe in me

I know you've waited for so long

Believe in me

Sometimes the weak become the strong

Believe in me

This life is not always what it seems

Believe in me

Cause I was made for chasing dreams

Waleed

Its my life

Its my choice

Sienna

Hear my words

Hear my voice

Waleed

And just believe

Sienna

I sit alone and watch the clock

Trying to collect my thoughts

And all I think about is you

Waleed

If you believe in me

Life is not always what it seems

Believe in me

Cause I was made for chasing dreams

[Chorus]

Believe in me

I know you've waited for so long

Believe in me

Sometimes the weak become the strong

Believe in me

This life is not always what it seems

Believe in me

Cause I was made for chasing dreams

So, we sang. After recording and everything, “Hey Sienna, I want to talk to you about something.” Sarah said. “Sure.” I replied as we sat down. “We were thinking about playing a live show. What do you think?” Sarah suggested. “Okay, but where?” I said.

“At my school…” Sarah said and showed me the ad of a talent show. “Tomorrow is the last day to register. Shall we join?” Sarah completed. The ad said that the show is on Thursday. “Yeah sure, let’s join.” I said.

“One problem though…” Aseel said. “What?” I question. “We need a name for our band.” Sarah completed. She handed me the registration form. I took a pen and wrote ‘Unspoken words’ next to the band name then gave the paper back to Sarah.

Both Aseel and Sarah looked at the paper. “Now that’s a cool name.” Aseel laughed. “You guys can fill the rest and register.” I commented. Sarah nodded. “So, what’s your band name Ms. Sienna?” Waleed asked as I was leaving the studio.

“Unspoken Words.” I said. “Sweet.” He commented. Later that night Tariq came to my room. “Sienna.” He called. I was sitting in bed reading The Da Vinci Code. “Yes?” I said as I looked up to see him.

“I’ve been wondering… is Razan back together with Feras?” He asked. “Yeah they’re back together.” I answered. “Why isn’t she visiting lately?” he asked. “She’s busy.” I answered. “Oh! I see.” He commented and left.

Razan

Tariq was standing by my bedroom door while I was having a video call with Feras. “I have to go. Talk to you late.” I said as I ended the call. I turned and faced Tariq. “What do you want?” I asked. “Razz, we need to talk. It’s important.” He said.

“If it’s about your sister… I don’t think we do.” I replayed. “Yes it’s about her and you know we need to talk about it.” He insisted. He stepped in and sat on the edge of my bed. “How well do you know that Feras guy?” He asked.

That question surprised me. “I thought it was about your sister.” I shrugged.”It is, but since you stopped talking with Sienna when you got back together with him. I believe he is part of the problem.” He explained.

“Who sent you here? Didn’t she tell you what happened?” I tried to make sense of it. “No, she refused to talk! She just said that you were busy, and that’s why you’re not visiting us lately.” He answered my confusing.

He went on, “but you know that girl can’t lie it was written all over her face that there was something more. So tell me how well do you know him? And for how long have you known him?”  he said. “I knew him well enough. It’s been 3 months now.” I answered.

“By 3 months do you think you know him better than Sienna?” he questioned. “No, but what she did is unforgivable.” I defended my actions. “And what did she do exactly?” he asked. “She tried to steal him away from me.” I said. He laughed so hard.

It felt as if I just said a joke. “It’s not funny.” I commented. “Do you honestly believe what you just said? We’re talking about Sienna here” he said. “I saw her number in his phone and she didn’t deny calling him.” I explained.

“Razz… He’s the guy that broke your heart a month ago. She’s the girl that shared all your sorrow. Think about that and you’ll know why she called him.” He said and pets me. Why would she call him?

Sienna

Aseel and I were sitting in the computer lab waiting for our first lesson to start. “Are you writing any new material by any chance?” Aseel asked. “Yes, No… Maybe.” I answered. She laughed. “Do you want me to choose an answer?” she asked.

“If you may…” I answered. She laughed. “Sienna you’re losing it.” She commented. My jaw dropped open. “Am I?” I was being sarcastic. The class door was open. I looked behind me and Razan and Farah were standing there.

“Crazy much?” Razan commented. She threw my notebook at me and it fell on the floor. “I believe this belongs to you.” She said. “I’ve been looking everywhere for it, thank you!” I said. Razan turned and walked away.

“Bitch.” Aseel murmured. “Aseel stop it!” I said. “Sienna seriously that girl is acting like a bitch.” Aseel Complained. “Stop talking that way ASEEL!!” I demanded. “What, you can’t handle the truth?” she argued.

“You’re no different from the rest…” I commented. That was the last we spoke that day. When I got home, I decided to practice bass for the talent show and all. Someone was knocking at my door. “Come in.” I said.

The door slowly opened. It was Sarah. “Hello.” She said. “Hi.” I replied. “Is your house always that crowded?” she asked. “You met my family?” I shrugged.

“Wow! That was your family, five sisters and two brothers?” She asked. “So you met the whole family and the fifth was probably my mom.” I answered. “Awesome.” she commented. “Oh! You’re practicing for the show?” she asked. I nodded.

“Our registry got accepted, we’re in!” she said. “Amazing!!” I commented. “So, what happened between you and Aseel?” she asked. “Nothing.” I answered. Sarah sat on the edge of my bed.

“Sienna, I don’t think my girlfriend would be crying for nothing… you’re the only friend she has. You know that right?” Sarah said. I nodded. “She’s crying?” I asked. She nodded. “Take me to her.” I requested.

When we passed by the living room, “Mom I have to go see Aseel, Sarah is taking me there.” I said. “Wai3, t7achay 3adil ge6e3a.” Fatima said. “Ro7ay la t25reen.” Mom said. “Your family is adorable.” Sarah whispered in my ear. I faked a smile.

“Ana wedy afham hathy eshlon et6ee7 3ala nas eb hal jamal?” Latifa commented. “5alaw Sienna eb7alha.” Jassem defended me.  “Ee mashalla wallah refejatha ehablon.” Manar commented.

“What were they talking about?” Sarah asked when we were outside the house. “Wait you don’t speak Arabic?” I asked. “No I don’t” she said. “They said you were beautiful.” I said. She laughed. “Your family is bold.” She commented.

“Tell me about it” I laughed along with her. I don’t know how to explain things to Aseel. I can’t bear to see her sad. When we got to her house little Tariq opened the door. “Sienna he said and hugged me.

“Tariq, where is my hug?” Sarah complained. He hugged her and she gave him a kiss. “Aseel is in her room.” Sarah told me. I nodded. I went to Aseel’s room. I can hear a whimper from outside the door.

Aseel

Someone was knocking on my door. “It’s opened.” I said my voice was shaking. “Aseel.” Sienna called me as she opened the door. I wiped away my tears when I saw her. “Yes?” I said. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to hurt you. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you.” she said.

“What did I do wrong Sienna?” I asked. She came and sat next to me. “You didn’t do anything wrong… it’s just that I was judging passed on my thoughts rather than understanding your point of view.” She said.

What did she think of me? “I’m very sorry.” She apologized again. “What were your thoughts?” I wondered. She sighed. “Remember when you were at my place… the way my sisters bullied me?” she asked.

“Yeah.” I answered. “I thought you knew how that felt… I thought that maybe you’re the only other person in this world that didn’t want to be like them. Though that is still no excuse for my rudeness…” she trailed off.

“I might even be turning into one of them.” She finished. “Hey your nothing like them… don’t say that, I’m the one who should be apologizing to you.” I explained. “No, you have nothing to apologize for. I know you were trying to be a good friend.” She assured me.

“I just don’t want to be like them… that’s all.” She explained. I can tell how much it hurts her. I hugged her tight. “You’re a great person Sienna. Don’t ever change.” I assured her. I looked up and Sarah was standing by the door.

“Finally my girlfriend has a smile on her face.” She commented. My face went red. I love the fact that she keeps calling me girlfriend. “Sarah you told her about the talent show right?” Sienna asked. “Right!” Sarah answered.

“We still need a band logo though.” I said. “I’ll work on it.” Sienna offered. “Cool!” Sarah commented. “I have to make a call excuse me.” Sienna excused herself. When she left, “You’re welcome.” Sarah said.

I hugged Sarah tight and kissed her. “Wow! You guys should fight more often.” Sarah said. I didn’t understand what she’s talking about. “That was one heck of a Kiss.” She whispered in my ear. My face flashed red.

Sarah was about to kiss me when I noticed Sienna at the door. I laughed. Sarah turned and looked at the door. “It’s just Sienna.” Sarah complained. “I just wanted to tell you that I’m leaving.” Sienna said. “Bye.” I waved.

Sienna left. “Where were we?” Sarah said. “I believe we should lock the door first.” I commented. “Oh! Better ideas…” She commented. I locked the door.

Farah

Whenever Waleed tells me that he sang with her. I get this feeling that I don’t understand really. As I was going to school today I overheard my mom talking to my grandma, saying that she wants to leave dad.

It’s about time she realized that he wasn’t going to change, I thought. When I got to school, I wasn’t aware of what was happening around. What will happen to us though? I though. Suddenly, someone pulled me in the corner.

I was about to scream but my mouth was covered. "Sheesh, it’s just me." Sienna said, and uncovered my mouth. "What do you want?" I demanded. "What did I do to you? I mean, why aren't you talking to me?" Sienna asked.

"It’s not about me, it’s about Razan how could you do that to her?" I asked. "That’s unbelievable not you too. He broke her heart once before, I was trying to do what’s right for her." Sienna said.

"Since when you’re capable of telling right from wrong? Just watch your actions first." I argued. "What does that supposed to mean?" Sienna asked. "Yah just keep act dump, I'm talking about what you did at the party." I shouted.

“I didn’t do anything wrong." Sienna said and started walking away. "That’s just so typical of you Ms. Sienna. Deny the truth whenever you don’t like it." I said. "I'm not denying anything. You’re the one who has no idea what is she talking about." Sienna said.

"I know that you were dancing with Waleed the whole night and your saying that you didn’t do anything wrong?" I shouted angrily. “Are you mad because I dance with Waleed?” Sienna said in a very calm cold tone.

"Yes. Can’t you see how wrong that is?” I admitted. “I don’t hold any feelings for him, don’t worry.” She assured me. Did I just feel jealousy and she sensed it? Aseel was standing next to Sienna now. “Now you’re having back up?” I commented.

“I’m no one’s back up. People are watching… stop arguing already.” Aseel said. “We were just talking.” Sienna said. “Whatever.” I rolled my eyes and left them. What’s happening to me? Whenever I hear of say his name. It feels funny inside.

Waleed

About the band, we’re still playing at that café. We finished recording our EP. We’re going to release it next Friday by playing a Special show. I wanted to know how the song went. So I called up Tariq.

“Hey, what’s up Tariq?” I said.”Hey Pete, I’m in the studio mastering Believe.” He said. “I actually called you, to ask about the song. How is it sounding?” I asked. “It sounds amazing listen.” He said and played the song.

The song sounds amazing. “Great job Tariq. Keep up the good work!” I complemented. “Thanks man, Will do.” He said. “BTW is the talent show thing conformed?” I asked. “Yeah, Sarah said we’re in.” He answered.

“Wait your playing with them now?” I asked. “Yeah.” He answered. “Awesome.” I commented. “I guess.” He said. “You’re still with Burning Corps though, right?” I asked. “Right.” He said.

“Good luck with the mastering and the upcoming gig.” I said. “Thanks man! Much appreciated.” He answered. “See you.” I said and hung up.

All You Need is One: Chapter Eleven

What have I become?

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end – Hurt By Johnny Cash.

Sienna

           

I rang the door bell. I could hear someone running. The door got opened, it was Razan. Her first expression was blank, then it was a smile and her eyes were teary. “Sienna…” She jumped and hugged me.

“I miss you.” She gasped. I went inside I put her hand on my cheek. “I’m right here.” I said. She kissed my cheek. Tears filled her eyes as we sat on her bed. “Princess, what’s bringing you down?” I asked.

Her tears fell to her cheeks. “You disappeared… I thought I lost you too.” She cried. These tears she shed were because of… me. “Don’t cry princess, your tears are too precious.” My voice was shaking I almost fell to tears too.

I wiped away her tears. Razan looked me in the eyes. “Sie… I don’t want to lose you too.” She said. “Close your eyes Razz.” I requested. She closed her eyes and I covered them with my right hand.

I took her right hand and put it on my face then down my left cheek. “Did you feel this?” I asked. “Yes.” She nodded. “As long as you can feel it… I’m right here, beside you.” I assured her. Her eyes are teary again.

I uncovered her eyes and wiped away her tears. She wrapped her hands behind my neck. “I need a promise Sie… that you’ll always be by my side, that you won’t ever leave me, that I’ll always be your number one, and that you’ll protect me.” She whispered.

I held her hand. I stood up then kneeled before her. “I promise thee, that I’ll always be by your side. I promise thee, that I won’t ever leave you. I promise thee, that you will always be my number one. I promise thee, that I’ll always protect you.” I said then looked up.

I looked her in the eye. “I promise thee, that I’ll always be her. I promise thee, that I’ll take away all your tears. I…” I stood up still looking in her eyes, “promise thee, that I’ll be next to you whenever you call for me.” She wrapped her arms around me.

I kissed her forehead. “I love you, Sie.” She said.

That was 3 years ago, a week after her dad’s funeral. Ever since that day, Razan became my first priority. I can’t take his place, but I’ll do anything to make her happy. I wanted to see her smile again.

Today… I’ve failed her. She doesn’t want me in her life anymore. I can’t break my promise. I will not. I skipped school for two days now after what happened. I wonder who’s doing her homework for her. Who will carry her bags? Who will help her in gym class?

Aseel called me last night, but I didn’t pick up the phone. I can’t face anyone right now.

I went to the living room. It was empty. So I turned on the TV and was flipping between channels. Then I stopped on a cartoon. I was watching, wasn’t I? Suddenly the living room was crawdad. I only noticed when Tariq poked me.

“Ms. Sienna… your brother is trying to talk to you here.” Tariq said. I looked at him. “What is it?” I asked. “Did your band come up with any new songs?” he asked. “My band?” I asked.

He put his hand on my forehead. Then he left the living room. “Wai3, yanat hathy b3ad?” Monira complained. When did she even come here? Then I realized that there’s a different channel on TV.

I went to my room. “Ro7a bala rada.” Manar said. I entered the room and laid on my bed. Now what? I thought. My room was a mess. The play station 3 controller was on next to my pillow. I turned on the TV and started playing Call of Duty.

I was half way through the game when someone knocked at my door. “Come in.” I said. Aseel and Sarah entered my room. “What happened to you?” Aseel asked. “Nothing.” I answered. “We wrote a new song.” Sarah said.

“We’ll be at the studio get your guitar and come.” Aseel said as they left my room. I cleaned up my room changed into cleaner cloths grabbed my bass and went to the studio. They played the song twice then I followed along.

Tariq enjoyed it to the point that he threw in some riffs. “We should find a new guitarist.” Sarah suggested. “Or Tariq could join us?” Aseel said. “Sure.” He said. “We still need to do lyrics guys.” I said.

“You’ll take care of that!” Sarah said. “Yeah you’re good at it.” Aseel second that. “Okay.” I agreed. When we were done recording the bass and guitar tracks, Tariq said we can finish the drums tomorrow since it was getting late.

When Aseel and Sarah were leaving, “You have to come to school tomorrow.” Aseel said as they went out. “Sienna…” Tariq called me. “Yes?” I answered. “Yo3an.” He said. “Okay.” I said as I went to the kitchen to make him food.

He was in the kitchen with me waiting for his food. “Hal hoya eshga3da tgaber?” Fatima said as she entered the kitchen. “Papa Fatima, eshway eshway.” Tariq said. “Way 6arouq madry eshlon t7amalha!” Fatima argued.

“Fa6oum 6el3ay Bara.” Tariq said sarcastically. She grabbed something from the fridge and went out. Few minutes later, I served him the food when Latifa came in the kitchen. “6rouq men wailik akeel? 7ady yo3ana.” She said.

“La tfakreen hatha bs 7agy.” He said. I made her the same as I made him and served it on the table and went to my room. I laid in bed. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.

Farah

I still can’t get over what happened in the party though. I have no idea why I feel this way toward him or how it started. He’s very nice though. No one ever comforted me like that.

"Big girls don’t cry." He said and wiped away my tears. "You’re not alone, you know!" he said. I nodded. Sienna and Razan passed in front of me. "Farah, don’t leave alright?" Sienna said. "That girl cares about everyone but herself." he commented and sat next to me.

I still had tears in my eyes. "Farah, if you ever needed a friend... I'll be by your side. There is no need to cry." he said. "Waleed, why are you trying to comfort me?" I asked. "Cause it breaks my heart to see those tears." he said.

"I don’t need your sympathy." I said. "Sympathy? Who said anything about sympathy?" he asked."What do you call what you're doing now then?" I asked. "It’s called Compassion." He said. I started laughing. He’s unbelievable.

"I see you've got a beautiful smile." he whispered. My face flashed red. "And your shy too." he commented. "Stop teasing." I complained. "Smart." he laughed and I laughed along with him. Talking to him gave me some peace.

He left when Sienna and Razan came out of Razan’s room. I never knew that men were nice.

He’s been talking to me the past two days and Sienna didn’t show up at school. I didn’t mean to be harsh on her. Part of me didn’t trust her any more. I can’t figure out why though. I’m grateful for what her brother Jassem taught me. She is a great person.

What’s happening to me?

Sienna

The next day at school, “You finally came to school!!” Aseel said. “Yeah am here…” I said. “Here is what you missed.” She handed me some papers. “Thank you.” I said. I started picking up what I’ve missed.

The day went by normally until it was science class. What should I do when I see them now? When I entered class they were already there. I decided to greet them. “Hello.” I said. they both gave me a disgusted look then looked away.

“Hey Sienna… Let’s sit there.” Aseel suggested, pointing at two empty seats in the back. As we went to sit at the back it hit me. “Aseel what happened while I was absent?” I asked. Aseel acted dump. “You mean class? I gave you everything you missed.” She said.

“What happened between you, and Razan and Farah?” I cleared my question. Aseel turned to look at them. They were staring at us despicably. She looked back at me. “So I have to tell?” She asked. I nodded.

Then the teacher entered class. “I’ll tell you after class.” She said. at about the end of class the teacher wanted gave us a homework that I already finished in class. So before I left class I slipped my note book along with Razan’s books.

Razan didn’t notice. “So what happened?” I demand. Aseel sighed. “The other day I joined them during lunch break. I asked them about you…” then she trailed off. “What happened?” I asked.

“The same look you saw in science class and a mean comment…” She said. I wonder what that comment was to get her so down. “Aseel its okay you can tell me anything.” I assured her. “They said ‘we don’t talk to Lesbos.’” She said.

“Ouch.” I commented. “I overheard them talking about what happened. So Feras is playing dirty and Razan is this stupid to believe him.” She said. “Aseel don’t…” I began to say “What Sienna, don’t tell me that you’re okay with It.” she interrupted me.

“It doesn’t matter now. Just don’t speak anything of Razan please.” I said. “If you say so…” she said. After school I saw Razan entering Feras’s Jeep. She had a big smile on her face. I felt relieved when I saw her smiling face.

“Aseel thank you for making me come to school today.” I said and kissed her cheek. “I didn’t do anything.” She said. “Well thank you anyways.” I said. She nodded. “Oh! Don’t be mad at Farah and Razan alright… I’m sure they didn’t mean it.” I said.

Aseel

I don’t get it… how can she still see good in them after all they’ve done? I went straight home that day. Didn’t feel like dealing with anyone. I took a hot bath when I got home. I lost track of time sitting there.

I heard someone knocking the door. “Yes?” I asked. “Seel, you alright?” She asked. I can’t believe that she came all this way just to check on me. “Yes, come in.” I said. The door was unlocked. She entered still in her school uniform.

“Sarz, you’re still in your uniform.” I commented. “Yeah, you’ve made me worried since you didn’t come to pick up Tariq. So I came to check on you.” She said as she sat on the edge of the bath tub.

“Sorry to make you worry.” I apologized. “Don’t be, so tell me what happened?” she said. “School happened…” I said. “What did they say this time?” I asked. “Nothing.” I answered. “Then why is my beauty queen feeling down?” she asked.

I blushed. “It’s just that… I can’t understand Sienna.” I tried to explain. “That girl is a strange one, what happened this time?” she asked. “Tell me about it. After all Razan has done… the only thing that made her smile was seeing Razan’s smile. I don’t get it.” I answered.

“How do you feel about your parents?” She asked. “I’m mad at them…” I answered. She looked at me. “Why?” she questioned. “…because Tariq doesn’t deserve to be left behind.” I explained. “And when Tariq is smiling, how do you feel?” she asked.

“I feel relieved…” I said. It all makes sense now, so Razan is Sienna’s little Tariq. “Of cause you can’t stay mad at Tariq now, can you with that adorable smile of his.” She said. “I get it now.” I said. “I’m glad you get it!” She said.

Razan

I don’t remember why I was mad at him. I mean he’s the most adorable thing ever. He takes me to school and drop me back home. I can survive without her… even though I miss her spoiling me.

On my way back from school, “Feras, do you know Ron from Blue vows?” I asked. “Yeah, he’s a friend of mine actually.” He said. “Sweet, he offered me a shopping spree.” I said. “Awesome! When and where?” He asked.

“He just said that it’s a store that sells cool dresses.” I explained. “I’m coming with.” He said. “Yeah that would be amazing!” I said. When I got home mom was there. I greeted her and went to my room.

Suddenly I heard knocking on the door. A part of me hoped it would be her. Then I shook off that idea. Why should I forgive her? I opened the door. “Don’t you want to have lunch sweetie?” mom asked.

“I’m coming in a minute.” I answered. I changed my clothes and went to have lunch with mom. “Mom Feras and Ron are taking shopping.” I said. “Have fun with them… wait isn’t Sienna going with you guys?” she said.

“No she’s not.” I said. After lunch I called Ron to tell him that Feras is coming with and if we can go tonight. He was so excited about going shopping and was okay with it being tonight. I also called Feras to tell him that we’re going tonight.

So we went shopping that night. When I got home, I remembered that I needed to do my homework. I opened my back bag and found her note book between my books.

Waleed

Never in my life have I felt this way. Why was I so weak in front of her tears? Why did I feel the need to protect her? I only just met her that night… what happened during these few hours that made me feel this way about her?

I had all those questions in mind without an answer. I had to talk to someone about it. I called up Dustin. “Hello.” I said. “Hey, Sup Pete?” he asked. “You free man?” I asked. “Yeah.” He said. “Let’s meet up somewhere.” I suggested.

“I’ll meet you at Columbus café in an hour.” He said. “See you then.” I said and hung up. I got ready to go out and went to wait for him at Columbus café. I was early while he was right on time. “Is there any news about the band?” He asked.

“I wanted to talk to you about something none band related.” I explained. “Okay…” he said. “I don’t know how to begin with this so I’ll go straight to the point.” I said. “I’m listening.” He said. “How did you know that you loved your girlfriend?” I asked.

“Hmm… she makes me smile, when I’m with her nothing in the world seem to matter.” He said. “Other than that, did you feel weak in front of her tears? What did you feel when she first touched you?” I asked.

“Are you falling in love Pete?” he asked back. “Please just answer my question.” I requested. “Yeah, I felt the weakest in front of her tears. Though her first touch is a different story… I can't describe it, though it was something like weakness.” He explained.

“I’m not following, can you explain it another way?” I asked. “It’s like you don’t want her to let go of you. It’s like you want to always be there for her… like that touch turned you from a boy to the man you want to be. Just holding her hands feels like heaven to you…” he trailed off.

“did it make you feel happy?” I asked. “It’s a different kind of happiness… like, you’re happy that she’s there but at the same time you fear losing her. you cherish her smile, and you would want to be the person that protects it.” He said.

How come all of that doesn’t apply on her? was I just blind? I wondered. “You’re a romantic guy Dustin.” I laughed. “Did you bring me here to make fun of me?” he raised his eyebrow. “No man, thanks for the talk!” I said. He nodded.

All You Need is One: Protfolio

Ron

Ron

Name: Ron
Age: 17
Gender: Male
Sexual Orientation: Gay
Date of Birth: Augest 7
Hair: Black
Eyes: Hazel
Height: 171 cm
Weight: 49 kg
Blood: Type AB
Band: Blue Vows
Known Relatives: unknown
Language speaks: Arabic, English.
Pastimes and talents: Bass Guitarist, Fashion expert, caring.
Favorite Music: Blink 182

All You Need is One: Chapter Ten

Sienna

“So is it time for my dance yet?” Waleed whispered behind me. “You’re kidding right?” I laughed. “No I’m not…” He said with a straight face. He reached for my hand and escorted me to the dance floor.

I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it because he is like a brother to me. We started dancing. I can tell looking in his eyes that he was happy. That’s a good thing I guess.

Razan

At that point, I realized that I might wake up someday and she wouldn’t be that Knight, My Knight. I also felt a hint of jealousy. There was this strong thought… or was it a feeling? That Patrick might just be the one to steal her away from me. That idea scared me.

“Razan I love you. That girl wasn’t what you think… she’s my cousin. I swear I would never hurt you like that. Think about it, happy birthday again.” Feras said. Those words of his come to mind.

He’s not perfect and I don’t expect him to be. He never lied to me before though. Why can’t I believe him now? I love him still… but why can’t I accept it? Am I just so used to her perfection that I can’t accept his flaws?

Wait I know that look… Sie don’t, I thought. She kissed Waleed’s left cheek. What is he doing to my Knight?

Waleed

I seriously didn’t think that she would go for it. I don’t think I’ll ever wash my left cheek. “Any Other Requests, Mr. Patrick?” She asked. “Let’s see… let’s sing that duet.” I said. “Didn’t we go over this already?” She asked. “No!” I answered.

“What song do you have in mind?” She asked. “It’s up to you.” I assured her. She was walking toward the stage. “What are you waiting for?” She turned and asked me. I ran up to the stage. “Guys jump on stage.” I called the guys.

The guys took their places on stage. “What are we playing Ms. Sienna?” I asked. “I’m broken by Seether.” She said. So we started playing the song.

Farah

“'Cause I'm broken…” That’s when Sienna started singing. I felt weak. Suddenly my cheeks were wet. What’s that? I wondered. I was crying… I tried to hold back my tears but I couldn’t. It’s too much to bear.

That song spoke my feelings. After the music stopped I saw a shadow standing before me. I looked up and it wasn’t whom I expected it to be.

Sienna

He was standing in front of Farah. “Sie…” Razan called after me. “Your highness…” I bowed before her. She hugged me. “You were great up there.” She whispered in my ear. She’s shivering. I can’t ask her what’s wrong again.

“Razz, I have something for you.” I said. She backed up and looked at me. “Another gift?” She asked. “Something like that.” I said. I held her hand and walked to her room. “Farah, don’t leave alright.” I commented when I passed by her.

“So what do you have for me?” Razan asked as we entered her room. “You’ll see soon.” I said. She sat on her bed. I went through my stuff and got her ‘Other gift’. “Princess, don’t you think you’re missing something?” I commented.

“Missing something?” She questioned. “Yah, I mean you’re a 15 year old princess now… isn’t there something missing here?” I explained. “Sie come on…” she began to say. I leaned toward her.

“You’re missing your tiara, princess.” I whispered as I placed the tiara on her head.

Razan

My shivering stopped. I looked in the mirror. That tiara is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen in my life. Sienna was sitting on the floor next to my bed. “Sie… that’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. Thank you.” I said. I went closer to her.

She stretched her hand for me. “You look beautiful, princess.” She said. I held her hand and sat on her lap. “My knight’s the best.” I said as I snuggle on her lap. Sienna sang something in my ear. ‘Your shining smile brightens up my day.’ That’s what I remember from the song.

The lyrics were amazing. “Sie…” I said. She squeezed my hand. “He called me.” I said. I felt the need to tell her. I can’t keep it to myself any longer. Part of me just wanted to show her that I still need her. I don’t want her to leave me.

I don’t want to lose her too. “By ‘He’ you mean…” She began to say but I interrupted her. “Yes.” I said. She nodded. “He said that I misunderstood him.” I explained. “What are you going to do now, princess?” She asked.

“Stay like this for a little longer?” I said. “Razz, I mean this has been keeping you down. What are you going to do about it?” Sienna demanded. “I’m going to stay in Sienna’s lap for a little longer.” I said and kissed her cheek.

Sienna

I didn’t want to pressure her. So I let her be. I have to do something about it though. “Princess, you need anything before I leave?” I asked. “No take care of yourself.” She said. “You too.” I replayed as we got out of her room.

Farah had a smile on her face. She was more relaxed. “Farah shall we leave?” I asked. She nodded and held my hand. “Goodbye guys.” I said as we were leaving. The guys were packing up their instruments.

“Bye-bye, hope to see you again soon.” Ron said. Tariq went to drop off Tina, and the driver was waiting for me. Farah and I entered the car. “Would you sleepover at my place today?” I asked. She nodded again.

I don’t know why isn’t she talking? I mean did he tell her something or was that because of the song? “Okay.” She said. Finally she said a word. “Is there something you want to tell me about?” I asked.

Her face went kind of red. “Nothing happened.” She said. When we got home I introduced her to Jassem.

                      

Farah

I got frightened when the huge guy stood in front of me. “Your friends are tiny.” He commented. Sienna pushed him. “Be nice.” She said. I mean even compared to her he’s huge how can she joke around with him like that.

“Please to meet you Ms. Farah, I’m Jassem.” He said. “That’s better.” Sienna commented. “It’s my pleasure to meet you.” I said. “As you would tell her about body building, I’ll excuse myself.” Sienna said as she headed to the bathroom.

Jassem started joking around. Then he explained to me everything I didn’t know about body building. He was a very nice guy. He’s also pleasant to talk to.

Sienna

As I entered the bathroom I searched for that number from Razan’s mobile. I dialed it up. “Hello.” He said. “Hello.” I said. “Who is this?” he asked. “I’m Razan’s Friend… what do you want from her?” I demanded.

“I called to wish her happy birthday.” He answered. “Stop calling her… and if you hurt her again. I’ll make you regret the day you were born.” I said and hung up. I regretted what I did as soon as I closed the line.

Though, it had to be done. When I went back to the room Jassem and Farah were laughing. “Well! Now that she’s back, excuse me.” He said as he headed to the door.”Oh! don’t forget about tomorrow.” He said. Farah nodded.

“What do you have tomorrow?” I asked. “He’s training me.” She answered. “Oh yeah!” I said as I sat on my bed. “So what happened today?” I asked. “Nothing…” She said. “I’m here if you want to talk about it.” I assured her

Razan

After the party, I sat with mom and we talk about the party and the band. I also told her that Ron wants to take me shopping. Suddenly the door bell rang. I went to see who was at the door. There wasn’t anyone there.

There was only a flower bouquet. ‘I’m truly sorry… I love you.’ I looked up and saw his Jeep. He appeared from behind the Jeep. I froze in shock. “Razan, can we please talk?” Feras said from outside the house gate. My heart beats fastened.

I rushed back inside the house. As soon as I closed the door mom was behind me. “What’s wrong sweetie?” she asked. I jumped. “You startled me.” I said. “Sorry, who was it?” She asked. “Feras.” I answered.

“Let him in.” She said. I forgot that I didn’t tell her about that day. She went outside. “Feras, come on in.” She said. “Thanks Aunty, I just needed to talk to her about something. Sorry to come by at such a late hour.” He said.

“Its okay, come on in.” Mom said. This is so not happening. I can’t face him now. “Happy birthday Razan.” He bent and kissed my hand. My heart beats fastened. “Thank you.” I said. Mom went to her room.

“Razan it’s really important, you’ve got to hear me.” He said. I nodded. We went and sat in the living room. “I missed you.” He said. “I did too.” I replayed. “You believe me?” he asked. I nodded.

“What’s the important thing you wanted to tell me?” I asked. “Your friend Sienna…” he trailed off. “What about her?” I asked. “I don’t think she’s the person… you see in her.” he said. “Feras… we’re talking about my best friend here.” I said.

“That’s exactly why I’m telling you this.” He said. “Why are you sounding vague?” I demanded. “I want you to believe me Razz.” He said. “I’ll believe you.” I assured him. “Look.” He said. He showed me his mobile.

The last number he received. “Do you recognize the number?” He asked. What is her number doing in his cell? And it’s an incoming call. I nodded. I couldn’t speak nor did I want to know what he’s about to say.

 “You shouldn’t trust her.” he said. I couldn’t understand. Why would she call him? “Why would you have her number on you cell phone?” I asked. I needed to understand. “She… wanted me.” He sounded disappointed. I didn’t know whom to believe.

Wait… what’s happening? I started having flash backs of all the times we spoke of him. Could it be that she likes him? It must be true… What reason does he have to lie to me?

Aseel

“That was very boring.” Sarah complained. We were back at her place. “It was cool party.” I said. Sarah was shocked. “Girl, you’ve never been in a real party. Have you?” She asked. “We just came back from a real party.” I answered.

“I can’t believe my girlfriend is boring… and you call yourself a drummer?” she said. “Sarz…” I began to say. She put her finger on my lips. “You’re lucky enough that you have a girlfriend whose expert in partying…” She trailed off.

“I’ll teach you how to party, the right way” She whispered in my ear then kissed my cheek. She led me to the kitchen. Her kitchen was opened with the living room. She turned on the stereo. Then she got two small glasses out of the cabinet.

She got some apple juice and a very small bottle and started filling the two glasses. “What’s that?” I asked. “That’s the live of the party my love.” She said. She slides me a glass. “Drink up.” She said.

The drink taste funny. She got out her cigarette and started smoking and started dancing. She came closer to me. We danced together.

Sienna

Next morning, Jassem trained me and Farah both for Body building and Martial art. I have no idea why I was included in practice. We trained from 5:00 am till 6:30 am. Then we got ready for school.

When we got to school, Razan wasn’t there. Aseel didn’t show up either. We went to our classes. Aseel was absent she didn’t show up in any of the classes. It’s lunch break now, I went to sit at are usual place and no one came.

When I went to science class Razan and Farah were there. “Hey… Where have you been?” I asked. “Classes…” Razan rolled her eyes. Wait what’s going on? Throughout the class both of them didn’t speak with me.

“Razz, is there anything I can help with?” I asked. “I don’t need your help.” She said with a fake smile. I’m not needed. Razan doesn’t need me. What’s happening? I felt as if I was suffocating. I couldn’t stay there any longer.

I went out of class and called Jassem. “Hello Jassem, would you please come pick me up from school?” I said. “What’s wrong little sis?” He asked. “I need to get out of school.” I said. “I’m on my way.” He said.

When he came to pick me up, “What happened?” he asked. “I needed to get out of school.” I said. He rolled his eyes. “What did they do?” he said. “What are you talking about?” I was acting dumb.

“So it must’ve been Razan… what did she do?” He demanded. “Nothing Jassem… just get me home.” I demanded. I was back at home. I went straight to my bed room. I changed my clothes and started playing play station 3.

Next thing I know it was 6:00 pm. I need to talk to her. I dialed her number. “Hello” she said. “Hi, are you mad at me about something?” I asked. “Did you call Feras last night?” Razan asked. “Yes.” I answered.

“I can’t believe your saying it so surly… Forget that you ever knew me.” She said and hung up.

Aseel

I woke up and I was undressed in Sarah’s bed. She was sitting on the grand piano, Smoking. My head was killing me. I couldn’t remember what happened the other night. “Sweetie, pain killers are on your left.” She said.

She walked up to me and climbed on bed. I was still laying there. “Too dizzy to stand, are you?” She said. She inhaled the cigarette then exhaled it in my mouth while kissing me. I started coughing pretty bad.

“You still alive?” she asked. “Yeah, you won’t get rid of me that easily.” I assured her. She laughed and laid next to me. “Take the pain killers.” She said. “Wait, what about school?” I asked. “We’re skipping school.” She said.

“Tariq would feel lonely today…” I said. “Nah! Tariq is pretty popular. He has a lot of friend.” She assured me. I took the pain killers. She wrapped her hands around me from behind and kissed my left shoulder. “’Je t'aime(Fr)’ I love you.” She whispered.

She kissed the back of my neck. “’Te quiero(Sp)’ I love you.” She said. My face was all red. “’ 私愛してるWatashi aishi teru(JP)’ I love you.” She said as she kissed my ear. “These are all the ways I know to tell you I love you.” She said.

“I know one more.” I said as I turned and faced her. She smiled. “’أحبك A7bich.(Ar)’ I love you.” I said and kissed her tenderly.