Nov 14, 2012

Ghosts of the Past Chapter 4

Aseel

First day in UK

"How much longer is she going to be?!" Sarah asked. "She said she'll be here soon." I replied. "Right, I'm going to the restroom." She said as she left. The waitress came with my Latté. "Thank you" I said. I looked towards the dinner's door and she was there.
"Aseel..." She said. "Mother..." I replied. There was awkward silent there. "Tariq, misses you." I said. "You brought me here to tell me that your brother misses me?" She asked. "Why didn't you ask..." I began to say when her mobile rang. She picked up the phone. "Yes... I'm ten minutes away... I'll be on my way." She closed the line.
"I have work to do, was that all?!" She asked. "Yeah! Oh, I'm also happily married now... I hope you're happy too." I answered. "This is just a waste of time... You could've said this over the phone, you know?" She complained and left, when Sarah came back to the table.
"That was fast... What happened?!" She asked. "Nothing happened." I replied. We had lunch at that dinner then headed out.

Razan

That mansion is indescribable. It looks a lot like a Castle from some fairy tale. There were a lot of servants there and the garden is huge! Its a perfect scenery for a perfect wedding. I'm grateful for what Sarah's done.
"Are you alright?" Sienna asked. I was sitting near the Swimming pool. "Yeah," I replied. "Can you come inside? Its 3 in the morning. Your wedding's today!" She pointed. I nodded. We got to our room and got in bed. Sienna started humming a lullaby.
"I'm scared!!" I couldn't hold it in any longer. "Why are you scared?" She asked. "I don't want it to change... My life after today." I explained. "Every princess needs a prince charming to complete the fairy tale." She said.
"But that's where it ends. I don't want it to end." I argued. "It doesn't end, they live happily ever after. You'll live happily ever after." She reasoned. We were silent for a while. I wonder if she realize that tonight is our last night like this. "Sie..." I gasped. "Yes?" She replied.
"I don't think I can do without you..." I said. "Razz, I'm not going anywhere." She assured me. "But you won't be singing me a lullaby every night." I argued. "I'll call you every night and sing you to sleep." She said.
I faced her as we were lying in bed. "Do you love me?!" I asked. I brushed her hair off her face. "I love you, Razz." She said. For a split second I lost control over my being. Next thing I know my lips were sealed with hers. She was almost paralyzed. I back away. I need to get out of here. What the hell did I do, just now?
I attempted to escape. She caught my hand by the door. I was overwhelmed with emotions. I don't want to lose her. What in the world am I doing?! She wrapped her arms around me. "Don't cry, nothing happened." She said. I realized that I was sobbing then.

Sienna

The night after the wedding...

My phone rang... "Hello" I said. *sobs... Sobs* the other end of the line. "Are you okay?" I was terrified. "No" she cried. I ran to Sarah's room. "Sarah I need to get to Razz now!!" I shouted. "Is she okay?" She asked. "Or are you finally confessing your feeling?" Aseel asked. They were still making out... "Sarah now!!!" I shouted. She finally got off Aseel. "Where is she?" She sighed. "She's in Spain, I'm not sure what the hotel is called but I know the way." I explained. "And why exactly do I have to come?!" She asked. "Because you're Spanish." I answered.
They dropped me outside the hotel door and left. I asked the reception for her room and went there. I knocked the door. "Razz, Its me." I said. She opened the door and fell in my arms crying. I went inside with her. She cried for another hour. A piece of my heart shred with every tear she dropped. "Where is your prince?" I asked after she cooled down. "He left.." She said.

"What happened?" I asked.
"I couldn't go through with it... I'm scared." She cried.
"Hey don't cry..." I whipped away her tears. "Its okay to be scared you know... You don't have to push yourself."
"He's mad at me." She said.
"Talk to him, when he gets back... And assure him that you'll be by his side." I said.

The apartment's door opened. "I'll be outside if you need anything." I said as I was about to leave. "Wait..." She caught my hand. "Thank you." She kissed my cheek as Feras walked in. "Take good care of her." I said as I grabbed the door handle. He seized me to the wall. I didn't flung. "What the hell are you doing?!" Razan shouted. "Shut up!!" He shouted back. My expression was dull. "Razan is mine now... You fuckin stay away from her" He yelled. Razz was crying behind him. "Let go of her..." Razan whimper. He punched me then threw me out of the room. I don't know if that's normal... But I couldn't feel a thing. I was numbed.
I stayed in the lobby just in case Razan needed something. As I was sitting there a guy came and sat next to me. I was so distracted I didn't noticed that I was a mess. "I think I've seen you before... But I'm sure your not her." He said. I almost turned to look at him but then decided not to. "Wow I'm totally ignored..." He commented. "You know you should take care of your cheek, its turning purple." He said. "May you please leave me alone?" I murmured. "So harsh..." He commented. "Now I'm positive you're not her." He said.
I'm not sure what happened around me afterwards. Though I got a message from Razan an hour later. Saying that things are good between them and that she apologizes for what he did. I can't even remember what have happened or was happening at the time. Its just that everything went black.

Sarah

We're in spain right now... "Can I see your house?" Aseel asked. "Of course, we'll spend the night there." I assured her. "How long do you think Sienna is gonna be?" Aseel asked. "I don't know... Why don't we go to a supermarket get some things we may stay in spain for a while." I said. Aseel nodded.
We got some groceries and went to my house. I showed Aseel around and made us diner. "Sienna's late..." Aseel commented. "You're not seriously worried, are you? I mean you know how she's like when it comes to Razan." I said. "Yeah, but still she should text or something." She argued. I sighed.
First thing in the morning I got a text from Kate... Total forgot about her. I made some calls so she can come by my place safely. I prepared breakfast and went to prepare the shower. Aseel was awake when I entered my room. "Morning." I kissed her forehead. "Is Sienna back yet?" She asked. "No, she's not. She'll be okay though don't worry." I replied. "I hope so." She said. "Come on, I made you breakfast." I said. She went to brush her teeth first.
I lit up a cigarette and waited for her down stairs. She came downstairs and started eating. "How come your so worried about Sienna but never once asked about your former roommate?" I asked. "Oh my god!! I totally forgot about Kate!!" She shouted as she stood up. I giggled. "That's no time to laugh! I should call her..." She looked around. "Where is my cell?" She asked. "What cell?" I acted dumb. I think by that time she realized I knew something. She sat back at the table. "What did Kate say?" She asked calmly "Nothing... But she's on her way here." I replied. She was relieved
As I was doing the dishes I got a call from Sienna asking for her passport..

Sienna

I opened my eyes to find myself in a locker room. Some women was standing next to a locker half naked. I'm sure she's in her late 20's. "Are you feeling okay?" She asked. I was laying on a bench in the locker room. I nodded as a sat up. I looked around trying to remember how I got here. "We carried you here because you didn't have any ID on you, and your phone died..." She said. "Is there anyone we can call?" She asked. I tried to stand but I was still too dizzy and weak. I was about to fall, when she grabbed me. "Take it easy." She sighed. "My sincere apologies." I said.
What the hell have gotten into me... Since when was I this weak? I wondered. "Drink some juice." She said as she handed me the juice. As I drank the juice I realized that I hadn't eaten anything since we got to london... My stomach couldn't handle the juice. I threw up what I drank. "I'm sorry." I apologized. She was shocked. "Are you a vampire or something?" She asked as she stepped back. I like her already, she's so funny. I don't know what I thinking at that point. "What if I was?" I blurted.
She froze in her place terrified. I feared for her life. So I laughed. "Y-you were joking?" She was trying to confirm. I nodded. "You're so mean..." She said. "Did you stay with me all night?" I don't know why I asked but I felt like I needed to know. "Yea, you should clean up your vomit you know?" She said trying to change the subject. "Thank you, for helping without knowing who I was." I said. She shied away. "May I ask your name?" I asked. "It's Dulce." She answered.
"Pleasure to meet you, Dulce. My name is Sienna." I said. "Sienna, do you play music?" She asked. "Umm... Yeah." I answered. "Bass guitar to be specific." She said. I nodded. She sat where she was standing. "You're the lead singer and bassist of Unspoken Words." She was breathing heavily. "True... señora, may I please use the phone?" I asked. She handed me her phone. I called Sarah. "Hey Sarah, do you happen to have any of my ID's with you? Its me Sienna." I asked. "I can recognize your voice. Yeah, your passport." She said. "Would please deliver it to the hotel?" I requested. "You stayed the night?" She was teasing.
"Sort of..." I said. "Your no fun..." She sighed. "Thank you." I replied. As I ended the call I noticed Dulce's cleaning the mess I made. "Dulce, you don't have to do that..." I said. "Its okay really." She said. Dulce's shift was over she was in her casual wear. "You don't have to stay you know." I commented. "I want to make sure you're alright, I'm the one that found you." She said. "You make it sound as if I was a lost child." I giggled. "You were just like a lost child." She giggled.
I tried to stand again but I was too weak to. "You really shouldn't act all tough in such state." She commented as she helped me up. I received a message on Dulce's phone from Sarah saying that she's outside. "What the hell happened?" Sarah panicked when she saw me. "Nothing I'm just a little weak." I said. Dulce helped me get in the car. I gave her, her phone back. As she was closing my door Sarah asked her to join us. "Sienna, I'm sorry Aseel is at my place by herself... Is it okay if...." Sarah trailed of. "It's Dulce." Dulce said. "Dulce is it okay to stay with Sienna?" Sarah said.
"Sarah, I can take care of myself..." I argued. "You can't speak spanish though, can you?" Sarah said. "Realmente, puedo cuidar de mí mismo" I confirmed. Sarah got irritated. "I'm really free today, I can stay with Sienna." Dulce said. "You don't have to." I argued. "Sienna... If you won't let Dulce stay with you, I'll call Razan." Sarah threatened. "NO!! Don't you dare call her." I yelled. "Fine, I won't... But hey what happened to your face?" She asked. "Its nothing..." I said. "Damn it, Sienna... You have to learn how to trust people you know?" Sarah complained.
"She'll talk when she's ready..." Dulce said. "She never talks..." Sarah said as she handed me my passport. "Call me when your done." She said. Dulce got me in the hospital and took care of all the papers. As we sat there waiting. "I thought you guys had a great relationship." She said. "We do." I confirmed. "Your delusional." She said. "How come?" I asked. My name was called and they had to put me under an IV. Then they said that I have to stay at the hospital over night. "How come I'm delusional?" I asked as I was resting in the hospital bed.
"Your so called friend... Or is it band mate... Didn't ask where you were last night nor did they look for you." She paused waiting for me to respond. "And... ?" I wondered. "She asked a complete stranger to take care of you, threatened you and ditched you at the hospital." She said. I sighed. "I mean what if I was a bad person?" She added. "She knows your not a bad person because you work in her dad's hotel. They don't just hire anyone." I said. "What about the ditching, the threats and last night." She wondered.
"She didn't ditch me, she had a matter to attend to, the threats I deserved... I'm kind of stubborn if you have noticed... As for last night I was in her dad's hotel why would she worry?" I assured her. She sighed. I fell asleep. When I opened my eyes Aseel and Sarah were there along with Dulce. "Are you feeling better now?" Sarah asked. "Yeah." I answered. "Did you know that Dulce's a fan of Unspoken Words?" Aseel asked. "Well I concluded, this much since she knew the band's name." I said. "Sienna, you know that your band is one of the most popular bands in spain right?" Dulce said. "For real?" I wondered. "Yeah." Aseel conformed.
"Now then, would you please tell us what happened last night?" Sarah asked. "I can't..." I replied. "Sienna for heaven's sake... Just tell us what happened." Aseel insisted. "No, I'm sorry..." I said. Sarah was looking at her phone then she turned the screen for me to see. It was Razan's number. She had her thumb on the green button. "Just don't tell her that I'm in the hospital..." I said. "Sienna... You're unbelievable!!" Aseel complained. Sarah called and turned the call to speaker.
"Hello." Feras answered. "Hey Feras, I wanna speak with Razan." Sarah said. "Why?!" He asked. "Its just that Sienna didn't come back from the hotel last night and I wanna know her where abouts." She said. "Don't you know what a honeymoon means? No wait... Your kind doesn't need one." He said. "I have nothing to say to you... May I speak with Razan." She said. "As far as we're concerned Sienna's dead... Don't ever mention that name to me or my wife.. Got it?" He said. He ended the call. "Now talk, will you..." Aseel insisted. "Feras did this." I pointed at my face.
"That asshole!!" Sarah cursed. "Its no big deal, as long as he's good towards Razan." I said. The curtain around my bed opened Kate and some old guy were there. "Sienna, how is it that you keep getting yourself in such mess?" Kate commented. "Sarah, can you come with Aseel so we can finish our conversation?" He said. "Sure dad... Excuse us." She said. "Her dad is very sweet." Kate commented after they left.
"Can I come see you tomorrow?". Dulce asked. "Sure." I replied. "I have to go to work... My shift starts in an hour." She said. "muchas gracias, mi señora. For taking care of me." I held her hand and kissed it. She blushed. "May I kiss you before I leave?" She asked. Kate's face turned red. "As you please." I replied. She kissed my cheek and left.
"Why are you all red?" I asked Kate. "There is a kiss mark on your cheek." She said. "Good." I commented. "Aren't you gonna clean it off?" She asked. "No, I like it this way." I replied. Kate's face kept turning brighter red.

Feb 26, 2012

Ghosts of the Past Chapter 3


Aseel

I don’t want her to leave me again. Don’t break her heart for it's too much for me to bare. “Tariq get the hell out!” I yelled and broke into tears. I heard a slap. “This is for breaking my sister’s heart, bitch.” Tariq said.
I think he left the room. I heard footsteps walking towards me. “I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you.” she fell to her knees as she broke into tears. I sat on my knees in front of her. She was crying so hard it hurts.
I wiped away her tears. “Don’t cry.” I gasped. “You were supposed to hate me… you weren’t supposed to hurt.” She said. I wrapped my arms around her. “I’m madly in love with you too. I can never hate you.” I assured her.
“I’m sorry, I’m terribly sorry.” She said. I kissed her neck. “No apologize, you’re forgiven love. Please don’t leave me again. I can’t do without you.” I said. “I won’t leave you.” She assured me. “Promise?” I asked.
“I promise! You can sleep at night and you’ll find me here in the morning. I’m not going anywhere without you!” She said. I kissed her. “I need to speak with Tariq.” She said. She went downstairs at I sat at the top of the staircase.
“Tariq.” She called after him. She held her hand as if she was going to slap him. She petted him instead. “You’ve grown into a fine man.” She kissed his forehead. “What in ‘I despise you’ didn’t you understand?” He pushed her.
“Can’t you at least respect me since you’re in my house and all?” She said. He started walking away. “Wait, I’m not done talking.” She grabbed his hand. “Don’t freaking touch me!!” he let go of her grip.
“She was supposed to hate me. She wasn’t supposed to hurt. If I had known, I wouldn’t have left. Do you honestly think that I would hurt her on purpose?” She said. “Cut the crap already!!” he yelled.
“Why can’t you believe me?”  She asked. “Because you didn’t fight for her, you should’ve fought for her in the spot! Yet you drove away as if she didn’t matter. You broke your vow the next day!” He was pissed.
“I was trying to protect her! I was only 16 what could I have done?” Sarah defended her actions. “She didn’t need protection! She needed you!” He yelled. I was fed up with their argument.  I went downstairs and stood between them.
“I forgave her… she’s here now. I need her more than ever. You should try to forgive her too.” I whispered in his ear. “How could you?! After all the pain she caused.” he said. “I was never mad at her. She promised to never leave me again.” I said.
Tariq sighed. “Hey, how about we throw Sarah a welcome home party? It is like the start of a new chapter of your lives.” Sienna suggested. “Whatever.” Tariq commented. Sarah made Tariq some waffles as we partied.

Kate

I’m sick of this place already I want to go back home. I received a text message from Dante.
‘Hey beautiful,
I’m done with the recording session
Where do you want to meet?
Your place?

-Dante’
That message was like a gift from heaven. I held my urge to laugh. I mean seriously ‘Beautiful’ that guy sure is in a good mood today. So I replied.
‘Hey man,
Yeah sure my place
And well done with the recording ;)

-Kate’
“I’m leaving.” I said. “Where to?” Sienna asked. “My place.” I answered. “Take care.” She said. “Come by again sometime.” Sarah said. “No thank you, you guys are too dramatic.” I replied. “As rude as ever.” Aseel replied.
I pointed the finger to her direction as I left the house. I got on my motorcycle and went home. A while after I got home the doorbell rang. I opened the door and suddenly I was off the ground.
“I missed you beautiful.” He said. “Did you meet a hot chick?” I laughed. “A very sexy one.” He replied. “Figures, don’t ever call me that again.” I said. “Beautiful?” he asked. “Yes, pervert.” I replied. “So mean.” He commented.
He sat me on the dining table and sat on the chair. “So I actually wanted to talk to you about something important. Like the future of this apartment.” I started. “Sounds serious.” He commented. “It is, would you move in with me?” I offered. “You’re bold.” He laughed.
“And you’re my best friend. So you have to save this apartment and your best friend.” I explained. “I’m more interested in saving my best friend.” He assured me. “Then move in with me.” I said. “How is that saving you?” He asked.
“You know Aseel was living here. Her girlfriend is back. So she’s living with her girlfriend/wife or whatever gay shit they’re doing.” I said. “Wait she’s a lesbian?” He interrupted.
“Yeah, and Sienna offered to move in with me. Though honestly, I don’t want any band members around and I need someone to pay the rent, so it better be you.” I explained. “Sienna is Tariq’s sister, right?” he asked. “Right.” I replied.
“She’s a good girl, Kate.” He said. I have no idea what he was trying to do. “No, she’s more like an angel. That’s not the point though. When it’s a girl there is always some drama with the package.” I explained.
“I have some drama of my own, you know?” He said as he looked away. “That’s not Drama. You’re a caring brother, and I like Gavin.” I said. “Gavin is gay… can you handle that?” he asked. “Would he be living here too?” I asked.
“Of course, if I move here he’ll come with.” He answered. “Dante, can you like check the room and see if it’s possible to move in? and I don’t  need to get involved in this drama. So it’s okay.” I said. He went to check the room.
The place looks pretty awesome!” He said. “So, you’re in?” I asked. “Would your boyfriend be okay with it?” he suddenly asked. “What boyfriend?” I wondered. “The guy you were talking about like two weeks ago.” he said.
“He’s not my boyfriend, and he has nothing to do with this.” I explained. “Okay then, I’ll talk to Gavin about it and get back to you.” He said.

Sienna

I went out of their place not knowing where to go. I ended up at the hospital where Farah is. I thought I might as well do what she asked of me. So I went to see her. Waleed was sitting outside her room.
“Hey you,” I said. “Hey Sie.” He replied. “Why aren’t you with her?” I asked. “Her mom and sisters are there with her.” He said. “Oh, so that gives me some time to speak with you!” I said. “What did Farah want from you? Earlier today.” He asked.
“She wants the old you back.” I said. “What do you mean?” He asked. I sat next to him. “Back when we were teens, your dream was to become a singer in a band.” I explained. “And?” he questioned. “You’ve quite the band.” I answered.
He was silent. “She wants you to go after your dreams again.” I said. “She told me that before…” He said. “Since you didn’t listen to her, she thought I could convince you somehow.” I replied.
“I’m a promoter now, and I like how my business is going.” He argued. “Pete, it’s about passion. You’re not doing what you’re most passionate about.” I argued. “You know back when I was a teen, the thing I wanted more than music was a child and I have Sienna now.” He said.
“You can’t give up on your dream still, and you have her dreams to hold on to now too.” I explained. “Haven’t you thought that maybe, just maybe… I’ve already achieved my dreams. That what I told Farah and that’s what I am telling you.” he said.
“Are you satisfied with where you are today? Just between the two of us. No one else will know.” I said. “No, I want to sing again. I don’t want that to effect on my family negatively that’s why I quite the band to begin with.” He said.
“We want you to sing again. She thinks that she’s holding you back and that you would’ve gone to better places if you didn’t get married. I’m sure that you don’t want her to feel such burden do you?” I said. “Of course not.” He answered.
“And little Sienna needs to look up to her parent who never gave up on their dreams.” I said. “What are you going to do?” He asked. “I’ll support you!!” I assured him. “That’s not what I meant.” He said.
“She’s freaking out... I have no idea how to help her through this.” I explained. “She’s having cold feet?” He asked. “No, she’s afraid of change. She thinks I might leave her, when she’s the one leaving me.” I said.
“Tell her that you’ll be there for her. Assure her that things won’t change.” He said. “I’m trying my best.” I said. “You know, I only understood how you felt about Razan when Sienna was born.” He explained.
“I should go now. You should chase your dream, and keep that little talk between us.” I said. “Take care.” He said. My phone rang, it was Feras. “Hello.” I answered. “Sienna, can you please come back. Razan’s…” He said. “I’m on my way.” I interrupted.

Razan

“Razani, can you please come inside? I swear she’s on her way.” Feras said. “I’m not going anywhere until she’s back.” I argued. He came and sat next to me. “Aren’t you cold?” He asked. I was shivering.
I slowly nodded. He wrapped his arms around me. “You’re not alone if she’s not around.” He whispered. “I don’t want her to not be around.” I yelled. I know he’s trying to be romantic, but the thought of not having her around kills me.
“Don’t you want me to be around?” He asked. “I do want you to be around.” I assured him. “I really don’t know how to win against her.” He sighed. “It’s not a competition you know.” I commented.
“Sure, in less than a month it won’t be anymore.” He said. “Whatever.” I shrugged. Her car is here. Feras clung to me. “Let go…” I demanded. “She’s coming this way anyways.” He argued. “Feras let go.” I yelled as I was trying to let go of his grip.
He let go as I lost my balance Sienna held me. “You can leave now.” Sienna told Feras. “I’ll be the one saying that in less than a month.” He complained. “Go…” I said. I couldn’t see his facial expression.
I only heard the sound of his car engine. “You’re shivering, let’s go inside.” She whispered. “You’re late.” I shrugged. “I’m sorry.” She apologized. We went to my room. “Did you have dinner yet?” She asked.
“Yeah, I ate with Feras.” I replied. “What happened out there?” She asked. “Nothing, he wanted me to get inside or something.” I answered. “You were cold. Why didn’t you go inside?” She said. “I was waiting for you.” I replied.
She kissed my cheek. “It’s supposed to be the other way around. You’re the princess after all.” She whispered. I went red. She sat on one knee. “My humble apologies, Princess.” She kissed my hand.
I went to bed while Sienna was gazing out the window. I’ve never seen her like that. “Sie aren’t you coming to bed?” I asked. “I am.” She said as she got to bed. Sienna sang me a lullaby. “You know thing will only get better, nothing’s going to change.” She whispered.
I wish for it to be true!

Feb 19, 2012

Ghosts of the Past: Portfolio 1

Kate

Katie
Name: Kate
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Date of Birth:  Feb 14
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Green
Height: 166 cm
Weight: 45 kg
Blood: Type B-
Known Relatives: -
Language speaks: English.
Pastimes and talents: Guitarist, artist.
Favorite foods: Tacos, Maxican food
Favorite Music: Megadeth
Favorite manga genres: Fantasy
Favorite type of guy: Mystrious

Feb 18, 2012

Ghosts of the Past Chapter 2


Kate

The only thing I wanted more than anything else was to become a very skilled guitarist just like Dave Mustaine who was a great inspiration. I want to play lead guitar that’s why I challenged Sarah for a dual.
“I’ll call Tariq to be a judge with us.” Sienna said. “Alright, btw Aseel, how come Tariq didn’t come see you?” Sarah asked. “He is busy with his new family and girlfriend…” She said. Sarah looked like she regretted asking.
“What about Blue vows and Waleed?” Sarah was trying to change the subject. “Waleed left Blue vows. He got married, and they’re expecting a baby…” Sienna said. “Farah?” Sarah interrupted.
“Yeah, as for blue vows, they are out of the country on a tour.” Sienna completed. “So it’s only Tariq?” Sarah asked. “Yeah.” Sienna said. “Kate, you set the rules of the Dual.” Sarah requested.
“Only two rules, each of us choose only one effect and one tuning set through all 6 solos.” I said. “Alright.” Sarah agreed. I was using an American Vintage '62 Stratocaster® Reissue while Sarah had a whole guitar collection to choose from.
Sarah chose an American Vintage '62 Stratocaster® Reissue as well. I think she was trying to be fair. She picked one effect and was tuning her guitar. Tariq showed up a little while after. “Shall we begin?” Sienna asked. “Sure!” Both Sarah and I answered.
When Sarah started playing I thought it was some kind of joke. She kept missing notes in the first solo. I mean what’s so great about someone who keeps missing notes? I thought she was very skilled, or so they said.
Her second solo was so average. I think a 10 year old can play better than that. I forgot to mention the closing was a mess. I was about to begin my third solo when Aseel stopped us. “Sarah what are you doing?!” Aseel asked. “I’m having a duel against Kate…” Sarah answered.
Aseel sighed. “First, you played better in your first day at the music club than your playing today. Second, if you’re trying to lose on purpose you shouldn’t have agreed to this. Third, even as a drummer I can tell that you’re having trouble holding this guitar… So what the hell are you doing?” Aseel said.
I’ve never seen Aseel so worked up. “I’m sorry Seel. Can I change my guitar Kate?” Sarah asked. “Sure! Just make sure to tune the other guitar with the same tuning.” I answered. She went upstairs. I sighed. “All these guitars are not enough for her?!” I complained.
She came back with an ESP LTD SC-208 8 string guitar. I played my solo. Now it’s Sarah’s turn. I was amazed by her solo. “Now that’s even better than what I’ve known you to be.” Aseel commented.
For such talent where did she hide the last four years? Even though her talent surpassed mine, I kept my cool. Her finishing solo was insane. She earned a spot in my favorite guitarist list! “Now for the results.” Sienna said.
“I don’t believe that will be necessary.” I told Sienna. “You earned my respect Mrs. Sarah.” I admitted. “Well, I’m glad.” She grinned as we shake hands. “It’s good to have you back Sarah.” Tariq said.
Sarah hugged him. “It’s good to be back!” She said. “Sarah he’s a married man.” Sienna pointed. “Oh, Sorry!” She said, as she backed away. “How is Dante doing?” I asked. “He’s doing pretty well, recording bass tracks at the studio.” He said.
“Would you ask him to contact me after recording?” I asked. “Sure.” he replied. “How is it that you know their bassist?” Sarah asked. “We go way back, before he joined Burning Corps.” I explained. “Dante brought us Kate!” Aseel added. “Awesome!” Sarah commented.
“Now that we’ve solved the misunderstanding what is the plan for Razan’s Wedding?” Sienna asked.

Sarah

“We’re going to hold it in a mansion in UK. It’s going to be an outdoors royal wedding.” I explained. “For college students, how in the world are we going to afford this exactly?” Kate asked. “It’s for free.” I replied.
“Free?” Sienna was confused. “I happen to own a mansion in the United Kingdom.” I tried to explain. Aseel’s expression wasn’t what I expected. “You ‘HAPPEN’ to own a mansion in the United Kingdom.” Aseel repeated after me.
“Yeah, you know how my dad is a businessman? We own a house or an apartment in every country in Europe.” I tried to explain. “What about the flight expenses?” Kate asked. I was trying my best to sound as if things were normal.
“A private jet does the trick.” I winked. “I appreciate you doing all of this for Razan!” Sienna said. “She deserves a princess like wedding.” I grinned. Aseel didn’t seem like she was in the mood for anything.
“It’s getting late can we go to bed already?” Aseel whispered in my ear. I nodded. “Make yourself at home.” I said as we went upstairs.

Sienna

“I should leave. Take care lil’ sis.” Tariq said. I walked him to the door and hugged him. As he got out of the house I saw Feras’s car in the parking lot. What is he doing here in such hour? I thought.
Razan came out of his car and ran up to me. “What’s wrong princess?” I asked. “I was worried about you.” she said as she hugged me. “I’m fine.” I said. “Where is your phone?” She asked. I looked in my pocket and it wasn’t there.
“Never mind, let’s go home.” she said. “I’m staying the night. We have early practice tomorrow.” I explained. She had this hurt expression on her face. I can’t stand seeing her like this. “You can stay with me.” I suggested.
Her face lit up. She called Feras and asked him to leave. When we got inside Kate was still in the living room holding her guitar. “If it isn’t the princess!” She commented. “So Kate, what did you guys plan for my wedding?” Razan asked.
“Strip club.” Kate grinned. Razan looked at me with tears in her eyes. “Lies!!” I said. “What did you plan then?” She asked. “Let’s just say it’s going to be held out of the country.” I said. “Where?” she asked.
“United Kingdom.” I replied. Kate was practicing guitar still. “Aren’t you going to bed?” I asked Kate. “Not now. You go ahead.” She said as we went upstairs.  “So where are you going to spend your honeymoon?” I asked. “He said it’s a surprise.” She said.

Aseel

When we got to the room I went to the bathroom and locked the door. Then I prepared the bathtub. Sarah knocked the door but I didn’t answer. “Seel open the door.” She requested. “No!” I replied. “Seel, I just want to talk.” She said.
Just what does she want to talk about exactly? I thought. “Talk.” I said. “Seel, just unlock the door first… please.” She said. I hesitantly went to the door and unlocked it. “Thank you!” she said from behind the door.
The bathtub was ready so I got into the tub. “What’s the matter Seel?” She asked. “Nothing.” I replied. She sighed as she came inside. “Talk to me.” She said. “What’s there to talk about?” I asked. “Why are you mad at me?” she asked.
“I’m not mad.” I replied. “Then you don’t mind if I joined?” She noted. “Suit yourself.” I said. She started undressing. It was so seductive even though I was trying my best not look. I couldn’t help it. Damn she’s hot. I only looked away when I met her gaze.
“You don’t have to look away.” She giggled. I didn’t reply nor look at her. “Or maybe you’re too mad at me that you have to look away.” She sighed. “It’s not like that…” I said. “Come here.” she said as she held and sat me in her lap.
She kissed the back of my left shoulder. “Since when do we keep things from each other?” She whispered. Her proximity is captivating. It’s igniting my desires. I can’t remember why or what we were arguing about.
Oh, I don’t really know anything about her. “I don’t know anything about you.”  I gasped. “What do you want to know?” She asked. “I want to know everything… things no one even knows about.” I replied.
“I’m madly in love with you.” She whispered. I was already red and having butterflies in my stomach. She kissed my lips, I kissed her back. “Now you know what no one else does, my beloved.” She whispered. I was too dazed to stand.
She got me out of the tub. She put me in bed. With a cold towel she was trying to cool me off. I was back to normal in a few. “You feeling better?” she asked. I nodded. “Well my beloved, it seems like you can’t handle the truth.” She smirked.
“You were seducing me.” I throw the pillow at her. “Was I really?” She laughed. I got out of bed to put some clothes on. As I was wearing my underwear “Now for real, tell me something no one else know.” I said.
“I can sing.” She said. “Sing me something.” I requested. “You have to promise that you would never tell anyone I can sing.” She demanded. “Promise” I replied. She sang Closer by Nine Inch Nails.
I raised my eyebrow. “Seriously?” I questioned. She laughed. “That’s the only song that tells exactly how I feel right now.” She said. I went all red. My god this girl is too forward. “Sing me something else.” I demanded.
She sang me Lips like Morphine by Kill Hannah. “Sarah, sing something less sexual and has more feeling.” I commented. She took an acoustic guitar and started playing Speechless by The Veronicas. So she said she can sing…
I didn’t imagine that her voice was this mesmerizing. “I can’t help but surrender my everything to you.” That was the last of the lyrics. “Amazing.” I said. “Yeah, that’s one hell of a song.” She said. “No, I’m amazed by you.” I explained.
“That’s a good song too.” She replied. I laughed. She lit up a cigarette. “When did you start smoking?” I asked. “Back when I was 14.” She said. “Japan?” I asked. She nodded. “Did he smoke?” I asked. “Nope, he never smoked nor had alcohol.” She said.
“Who got you into smoking then?” I wondered. “I guess the band’s leader.” She said. “How did it happen exactly?” I asked. “We were playing truth or dare that day. the band’s leader dared me to smoke.” She said.
“So you’ve been smoking this type of tobacco ever since?” I asked. “No, he didn’t give me tobacco that day. He gave me weed.” She explained. “One hell of a start.” I commented. “Tell me about it, I picked up this type of tobacco a week after.” She said.
“Weren’t you an adolescent?” I asked. ”It didn’t matter there. They have tobacco vending machines.” She replied. “Interesting, how did you learn Japanese?” I asked. “The band leader taught me. He was the only one I knew who spoke English well.” She answered.
I kept questioning her till morning…

Kate

I lost track of time and fell asleep on the couch hugging my guitar. I woke up from the noise that was coming from the kitchen. I can see that there was someone there. It wasn’t any of the girls. I ran upstairs.
“Sarah!!!” I yelled. As I was closer to her room Sienna and Razan were there. “Kate…” Sienna was about to say something when Razan covered her mouth. I opened Sarah’s room. I can’t describe what I’ve seen. I closed the door. “My innocence” I gasped.
Razan laughed. “You were innocent?” she asked. Sarah came out of her room. “Can’t you at least lock the door?” I shrugged. “Why?” Sarah asked. “What she saw made her lose her ‘innocence’.” Razan laughed. “She was innocent?” Sarah questioned.
“Exactly” Razan replied. “Katie, what you walked in on was a morning kiss.” Sarah explained. “I so didn’t need to know what that was, and there is someone in your kitchen.” I said. I was trying to delete the image from my memory.
We went downstairs. Sarah was ahead of us when she entered the kitchen she wasn’t surprised. “Long time no see Mile.” Sarah said. Mile was dressed in a maid uniform. She looked surprised when she saw Sarah.
“Pardon my disturbance, Master.” Mile bowed before Sarah. When she arose Sarah kissed her cheek. “It’s good to see you too Mile.” She said. That was weird. Sarah walked toward Aseel who was standing behind me.
“Mile, you don’t have to hide. I knew you would come since dad was here. So there is no need to hide around.” Sarah said. She put her hand around Aseel’s waist as they walked away. Don’t they… like get sick of each other. Sigh.
“So Sienna when is practice again?!” I asked. “Supposedly now!” She said. “Sienna, what’s going on? Who’s that English lady?” Razan asked. “It’s Sarah’s maid.” Sienna replied. “Sienna, come on… ‘She is’ not ‘it is’.” Sarah said from the living room.
Later on we went to the studio for practice. It was a long practice session. Razan went home in like the beginning of practice.

Razan

“How was your night?” Feras asked. “It was pleasant.” I replied as he opened the car door for me. I stretched up and kissed his cheek. “Thank you!” I said. He was surprised. “For what?” he asked. “Everything…” I replied.
Seeing how simple Sarah was today made me hold so much respect for her. It also made me realize that I should show more appreciation to the people in my life. “So where to?” he asked. “Let’s go to my place.” I replied. “Alright.” He drove.
“So, what happened on the wedding preparations?” he asked. “Unspoken word’s are taking care of that.” I replied then went on. “It’s going to be in the United Kingdom.” I completed. “What?” he was shocked.
“That’s what Sienna said.” I said. “How are we going to tell the guests that it’s in UK? I mean who’s going to give them plane tickets and a place to stay?” He asked. “I don’t know… I’m sure they will take care of it.” I replied.
“How College/University students are going to afford that anyways?” He asked again. “I have no idea baby.” I said. My phone rang. It was Farah’s number. “Hello!” I said. “Razan, Farah is having the baby now.” He said.
“We’re coming!” I said as I hang up. ”Feras, let’s go to the hospital Farah is having a baby.” I explained. I IMed Sienna and told her that Farah’s having a baby. Feras and I got to the hospital first. Waleed’s face was so lit up.
I’ve never seen him this happy. “It’s a baby girl.” He said. “Congratulations! How is Farah?” I asked. “She’s good she’s resting for a while now.” He said. “What are you naming her?” Feras asked. “We’re naming her Sienna.” Waleed said.
We went to see the baby. Little Sienna is so adorable!! The girls from Unspoken Words got here as well. We Congratulated Farah and sat by her side, soon after the nurse came to the room with the baby.
We left the room so Farah and little Sienna can spend some time together. “So whose idea was it to make the wedding in the United Kingdom?” Feras asked. “It was my idea.” Sarah replied. “Who’s going to pay for all the guests.” He asked.
“We will, it’s a gift from the band.” She said. “Technically, she will.” Kate commented. “When is your wedding Ms. Razan?” Waleed asked. “It’s on the 14th of next month.” I replied. “Oh! Well congratulation Ms. Razan and Mr. Feras.” He grinned.
“Thanks man.” Feras answered. “What are you naming your baby Waleed?” Sarah asked. “We’re naming her Sienna.” He replied. “Sound convenient.” Sarah giggled. Aseel whispered in Sarah’s ear, and then Waleed asked Sienna to go inside and speak with Farah.
“Are you okay with the wedding idea now?” I asked Feras. “if that’s what you wish for princess.” He kissed my forehead.

Sarah

After we got home from the hospital, I asked Aseel again about Tariq. “What happened between you and Tariq exactly?” I asked. “He got accepted in the family I guess.” She replied. “Can you invite him over? I kind of miss him.” I said.
“He never returned any of my calls since I moved out.” She said. “Is Sienna still keeping in touch with him?” I asked. “I don’t really know.” She said. I went downstairs Kate, and Sienna were watching a concert on TV.
“Sie, are you still keeping in touch with little Tariq?” I asked. “I talked to him occasionally via IM.” She replied. “Can I use your phone?” I requested. She handed me her mobile. I looked for his number Tariq Saqer.
‘Hey Tariq, how is it going?! I’m hanging out with my friends at the following address [Address] Come join us.’ I sent after few seconds. ‘I’m on my way.’ He sent. I handed the phone back to Sienna. “Thanks a lot/” I said.
“What did you do?” Sienna asked. “I invited Tariq over.” I replied. “Again?” Kate raised her eyebrow. “He’s Aseel’s brother.” I explained. “Oh!” Kate replied. “He’s on his way.” Sienna giggled. “That boy still has a crush on you.” I teased.
“Tariq’s coming?” Aseel asked from the staircase. “Yes, sweetie.” I replied. “Did you talk to him?” she asked. I seriously don’t understand why she was standing so far. “No, I spoke through Sienna’s IM.” I explained.
She sat on the staircase as if something was horribly wrong. “What’s wrong?” I asked as I went and sat next to her. “He’s going to hate me even more now.” She said. “He wouldn’t.” I tried to comfort her.
“Sarz, you don’t understand… remember how you said Alex is the same as me to Tariq?” She was trying so hard to explain. “Yeah, what about it?” I said. “Imagine if someone have hurt Alex, and have changed him, how would you feel about that person?” She asked.
I was thinking about it for a second. He won’t be thrilled to see me. The doorbell rang. Mile went to get the door. “Don’t worry. I just want to correct things. You’re his older sister after all.” I said and hugged her.
“Hey Sienna, Kate is here too.” He said when he first entered. “Hey T.” Kate said. “There is someone who wants to see you.” Sienna said. “Someone?” he questioned. She pointed to our direction. He was in too much shock.
“Hey T.” I said. Aseel didn’t look at him still. “Sarah…” He rolled his eyes. he looked back at Sienna. “You invited me here to see this bitch?” He said. She was sitting next to me. Next thing I know She slapped him.
I have no idea how she got there this fast. She was shivering. Tariq hugged her. I was completely lost what just happened. He whispered something in her ears. I went close to them. She was crying silent tears.
“Tariq what happened to you?” I asked. He ignored me. She held his hand and they went upstairs. “What was that all about?” Kate asked. We both looked at Sienna. “Beats me.” She said. I sighed.
I think they spent like 2 hours upstairs. I was getting worried. So I went upstairs. They were in my room, the bedroom door was opened. There wasn’t any sound though. Aseel was sitting on the bed and Tariq was standing against the wall.
“What’s the matter?” I asked. “I despise you, Sarah.” Tariq said. “What did I do to you?” I asked. “How could you do this to my sister? It’s been four fucking years, do you have any idea what kind of hell you’ve put her thought?” He yelled.
“Seel…” I gasped. She didn’t look at me. “Of course you don’t, where the hell were you? How cruel can you be to abandon her like that? She’s been having nightmares screaming for you every night. She was lifeless at day.” He yelled.
“Tariq shut up.” Aseel yelled. “Did she come here for you? Did she even apologize?” Tariq said. “Shut up.” She yelled again. I can’t believe I caused her so much pain. “How long do you think she will be staying this time around?” he said.
“Tariq get the hell out!!” she yelled as she broke into tears. I froze in my place. Tariq slapped me. “This is for breaking my sister’s heart, bitch.” He said as he left the room. I walked towards Aseel then fell to my knee.
“I’m sorry for all pain I’ve caused you.” I said as my tears fell to my cheeks.

Feb 4, 2012

Ghosts of the Past Chapter 1


Sarah

“You know when I first saw her. she was helping her brother with his shoes… the same way you used to help me with mine.” I said.
Flashback:
First days are so exhausting I thought to myself as I was leaving school. I saw this blond girl who looked familiar. I think we were in the same class together. There was this cute little boy standing next to her.
He was telling her about his day, when she suddenly pets him. “Torou, your shoe lace is loss.” She softly said. She carried him and sat him on a bench “it’s okay if you can’t tie your shoe, you know.” She said. “But I can tie it.” He argued.
She smiled gently. “I’ll be here if you don’t know something. We can learn together, how does that sound?” She said.
“You used to tell me that whenever I couldn’t do something... she reminded me of you.”  I said. There was a moment of silent. “You know I fell in love when I saw her that day. You said you wanted to meet the person I were to fall in love with, didn’t you?” I said. I looked at my necklace.
“Why aren’t you here to meet her then?!” I questioned as my tears started falling. “I missed you Alex.” I murmured. I was sitting at the cemetery next to his grave. My cell phone rang. It was Sienna, I wiped away my tears and picked up.
“Hello Sarah, how are you?!” Sienna asked. “Hey I’m okay, how are you?” I replied. I left the cemetery as we were talking. “I’m alright, haven’t you missed your girl yet?” she asked. “I miss her like crazy!! You have an upcoming gig?” I asked. “Yeah, it’s on Friday.” She replied. “Three days, huh?” I said.
“Will you be able to make it?!” she asked. “Sure, Thanks for letting me know about the gig.” I said. “You know we all miss you here.” she said. “Umh”
As the call ended I went back home. I packed my guitar and went to the airport. I no longer need to book a flight. Since dad got me a private jet. So I flew there.

Sienna

Sarah got here the day after my phone call. She IMed(Instant Messaged) me saying that she’s at her house now. I hated the fact that I had to keep this secret from Aseel. “So where is she?” Aseel asked. How in the world did she find out? I thought. “What? Who?” I was totally confused.
“Kate… aren’t you IMing her?!” she explained. “Oh! Aren’t you too roommates?” I wondered. “I didn’t see her this morning.” She explained. So I IMed her, she said she was on her way. “She’s coming.” I said.
She got here a while after. “How long have you been jamming without me?” Kate asked as she walked in. “We weren’t jamming, it was more of a separate practice.” Aseel answered. “So I’m on time.” Kate commented. “Something like that.” I answered.
“So about the gig we’re going to play these songs.” I said as I showed them the list of song. We were going to play 3 original songs and 3 covers. The covers were Eat the Children by Otep, Here Comes the Pain by Slayer and A Beast Am I by Amon Amarth. “Amazing songs.” Aseel commented.

Aseel

I wonder how Sarah will play these songs if she were here. “I want to play lead this time.” Kate stated. Sienna was silent. “No one plays lead.” I argued. “Aseel get over it already, I can play it and you know it.” Kate argued.
I looked at Sienna and she was still gazing that paper in silent as if we weren’t arguing. “Kate it’s kind of a band rule.” I said. “Aseel, we all know it’s kind of your rule… it’s been four year already, you should be more flexible and get over her.” she said. “Sienna, teach that girl some manners already?!” I yelled.
Sienna looked confused. “Did you say something?” She asked. I got irritated. “No leads.” I said. “On what?” She questioned. She was either really not paying attention to our argument or maybe she just lost her mind. “What’s on your mind Sie?” I asked.
“Tariq should play with us on Friday.” She said. “No! No one plays lead, unless it’s her.” I argued. “He was the only musician that she has admired remember? So why not let him play? I mean if she was here she would’ve given him the spot.” Sienna said.
“Just this once…” I gave up on that argument. “Seriously Sienna, why can’t I play lead?” Kate asked. “I’ll let you play lead if you beat Tariq.” Sienna grinned. “That’s just evil!”  Kate complained. I couldn’t stop laughing at her.
Same day after practice I went to I went to Sarah’s house. I just sat outside her house for few hours. Lots of memories came in mind. I’ve been doing that for the past four years…

Sarah

I stood farther in the back as I watched her play. She’s incredibly improved since their last gig… they all did. Tariq is just as amazing as ever though I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. Even though they played six songs time seemed to have flown in an instance.
I wonder why we broke up in the first place. I’m still as madly in love with her as I was back then. I got home took a bath and brushed my teeth. I was home alone of course. So there was nothing interesting to do. I walked outside the bathroom when I was drying my hair with the towel.
I looked towards my bed and froze in my place.

Aseel

The gig was a success. I went to Sarah’s place again after the gig. As I was sitting outside going through memories of the past I realized something. It’s been four years and no one ever entered that house… like no one. I want to be close to those memories of her.
I sneaked in the house. It was empty. I went to her room and lay on her bed. I can still smell her scent on the pillow. I wanted to feel her in my arm. I held my urge to cry. I heard the bathroom door open. I wanted to get out but I was too caught up in the moment.
I hesitated to look but I looked anyways. It was her!!! “Sarz!” I murmured. Am I hallucinating now? “Seel” she murmured. I don’t know how I got out of bed and hugged her… I just now that she’s wrapped up in my arms now.
“That can’t be a hallucination, right? You’re actually hugging me, right?” Sarah whispered. “Umh.” I replied. She kissed me violently. “I was waiting for you.” I whispered. “After all I said?” She asked. “Umh, I knew you didn’t mean any of it.” I said as I held her necklace.
“Can we stay like this for a while?!” She asked. I nodded. We cuddled in bed. “You’ve cut your hair.” I commented as I ran my fingers through her hair. “Umh, you grew your hair long.” She said as she ran her fingers through my hair.
We cuddled like that till morning.

Sarah

“Hey Sienna, Aseel is at my place.” I said through the phone. “Great!” she said. “Was it you that told her I was here?” I asked. “Nope.” She answered. “Aha…” I commented. “You’ll stay here now right?!” she asked. “I’ll stay as long as she wants me too.” I answered.
I ended that call with Sienna and went back to bed. It’s been almost a week since that encounter. While we were cuddling in bed, someone was knocking my bedroom door. I totally forgot that it was the 16th of the month.
Aseel woke up. “Who’s there?” she asked. “It’s my dad.” I answered as I was going towards the door. “Hey wait, I should…” Aseel began to say when I opened the door. “Hey dad” I greeted him. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know you had company…” he said.
“It’s okay, this is my girlfriend Aseel.” I introduced him to her. He gave her a handshake. “Pleasure to meet you Aseel.” He said to Aseel. She nodded looking at the ground. Adorable!! I thought. “Sarah, it is okay if you want to have lunch some other time.” He said as he pets me.
“I want to have lunch with you today, you don’t mind if she joined right?” I said. “Not at all, the more the merrier.” He said. “Sweet!” I commented. “I’ll wait down stairs.” He said as he left. “Your face is still red.” I laughed.
“Your dad just saw me half naked in our first meeting.” She covered her face. “Couldn’t you wait till I get some pants on?!” she asked. “No, and you’re not getting dressed.” I said. “But your dad.” She said. “He doesn’t mind. We’re having lunch here anyways and I’m making it.” I answered.
“Alright.” She said. We went down stairs to the kitchen. I started making lunch and she helped me with the dishes. Dad was in the living room working on his laptop. “It feels like old times…” She commented, “I know.” I replied.
As we were having lunch with my dad, “So Mrs. Aseel are you living here?” he asked. “No, I was just spending the night.” She replied. “Why aren’t you moved in yet?” he asked. I like how fast dad wants things to move.
 “I actually live in an apartment with a roommate and we split the rent… I can’t suddenly leave without finding her a new roommate first” she explained. She’s just as thoughtful as ever I though. “Does Sienna know her?” I asked. “Yes, she’s actually a band mate.” She explained.
“Oh, you play in a band Mrs. Aseel?”  Dad wondered. “Yes, I play the drums.” She answered. She was suddenly more comfortable talking to my dad. “Why don’t you ask Sienna to find her a roommate?” I asked. “I can do that.” She answered.
“Then it’s settled you’re moving in with my daughter.” He said. I laughed. “It seems like my dad likes you a lot.” I whispered. “I’m sorry Mrs. Aseel I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable… it’s just that she’s been alone for so long. I feel guilty that I can’t provide much time to spend with her.” he explained.
“It’s okay Mr. Abdul-Aziz I’ll make sure she won’t be alone anymore.” She said. “Hey, you don’t have to do it just because he asked you to…” I said. I really wanted to ask her to move in but he said it before me. Dad left the dining table to answer a call.
“Baby, don’t you want me to move in?” she asked. “I very much do.” I replied. “For me I just want to be with you anywhere, anyplace, anytime, anyhow.” she said. She touched my necklace. “That’s our vow.” She said.
I couldn’t stop myself from kissing her. “Your dad is still here.” she said and kissed my hand. My dad joined us again at the dining table. “So shall I make the call, to move your stuff here?” he asked. “Sure.” she nodded.
He made the call, and then he said he had to leave for a meeting. We left everything there and went back to my room. “What was it like, the past four year?” she asked. “I turned Goth.” I grinned. “Sexy.” She commented. I laughed.
“No really what happened?” she was serious. “Seven years ago, I lost my best friend Alex… So I spent the last four years, secretly attending your live shows and visiting his grave… and mom’s… so I’m more like a stalker Goth.” I tried to make it sound funny but she didn’t laugh.
“What was Alex like?” she asked. “To me he was the person you are to Tariq… like an older brother.” I tried to explain. Talking about him pained me though I tried to keep my cool. “What about his family? Why didn’t you contact them?” she asked.
“He was an orphan, my dad wanted to adopt him… though he passed away before my dad could.” I said. “May his soul rest in peace.” She said. As we were cuddling there the door bell rang. We went downstairs to get the door. It was the moving agency.
“Its official you’ll be stuck her with me.” I laughed. “Shit! Kate is going to really mad.” She commented. My phone rang it was Sienna. “Hey Sie.” I answered. “Hi, is Aseel still at your place?” Sienna asked. “Yeah, hold on.” I said as I handed Aseel the phone. “Hello.” Aseel answered.
A moment of silent. “I’m sorry… Tell Katie that I’m sorry too.” She said then there was another pause. “Why don’t you come here so we can explain everything?” she suggested. And she ended the call. “Sienna and Katie are coming.” She said.
The moving agency moved all her stuff inside my house. “Shouldn’t we at least get dressed?” she asked. “No, it’s not needed.” I answered. She sighed. The doorbell rang again.

Aseel

Sienna and Kate are here. “Why are you half naked?” Kate complained. Sienna greeted Sarah. “Kate this is my girlfriend Sarah… and our lead guitarist.” I introduced her. “Sarah this is our new rhythm guitarist Kate.” Sienna introduced her.
“Nice to meet you, new girl.” Sarah said. “So you leave the apartment just like that? Who’s going to pay the bills with me now?” she asked. “Sienna, would you think of a solution for my girlfriend?” Sarah asked. “Hmm…” Sienna was thoughtful for a while.
 “I’ll move in with her.” She suddenly said. “What? Wait aren’t you living with Ms. Fatima?” I asked. “That’s exactly why I’ll move in with Kate.” She said. “But you don’t work…” Kate was trying to argue. “I’ll find a job, and then I’ll move in with you.” Sienna said.
“Wouldn’t your princess be upset for make that discussion on your own?” Sarah asked. “She’s engaged to Feras, they’re getting married soon, so it’s okay.” Sienna answered. Sarah sat next to me. “So that’s why she didn’t tag along with you?” Sarah asked.
“Pretty much!” Sienna answered. “Seel did you give her a wedding present yet?” Sarah asked. “No…” I answered. “Let’s prepare her wedding for her, like a present from the band.” Sarah suggested. “She wants a royal wedding… like a real princess.” Sienna said.
“Maybe we can make her a queen or something.” I laughed. “Is Feras really willing to do all that for her? I mean is he really willing to make feel more like a queen?” Sarah asked. “He promised me that he’ll make her happy, and grant all her wishes.” Sienna said.
“Sounds more like a Genie.” I laughed. “I know right?” Sarah said then she asked Sienna to invite Razan over. “So Kate what’s your story?” Sarah asked. “What do you mean?” Kate asked. “You have to be as messed up as the rest of us to be here.” Sarah said.
“Yeah, no parents... I’m an orphan.” Kate answered. “Welcome to the band.” Sarah replied. “Sarz let’s get them something to drink.” I requested. We went to the kitchen. “You noticed.” She said. “Yeah, are you okay?” I asked. “I guess.” She said.
I hugged her then kissed her tenderly. “You know my only fear is to lose those memories of him.” She said. “Do you have a picture of him?” I asked. “Yeah.” She nodded. “Let’s put his picture in a place that you can see him everyday…“ I suggested. “I adore you Mrs. Aseel.” She said.
We grabbed some soft drinks and beer as we went back to the living room. “Hey guys, you’re going to stay the night here tonight.” Sarah said. “Why should we?” Kate complained. “For practice of course… haven’t Aseel missed two practice sessions already?” Sarah said.
“Yeah,” Sienna said. The doorbell rang. Sienna went to open it. “It must be Razan, Kiss me.” Sarah said. “Huh?” I was a bit confused. “Kiss me violently, and lower your hand under my waist, you be on top I want to tease Razan.” She whispered. I laughed.
“Kiss me already!” she said. I was latterly making out with her. “You guys are sick!” Kate went to the Kitchen. “You wanted me to come here to watch live gay porn?” Razan said as she rolled her eyes. I couldn’t stop myself from laughing neither could Sarah. I hid my face in Sarah’s chest as I burst into laughter while she was laughing out loud.
“I missed you Razan!” Sarah said. Sarah greeted Razan. “I thought you should learn some moves for your husband to be, you should be on top.” Sarah whispered. Razan’s face went red. She pushed Sarah and hid behind Sienna. “Where is Kate?” Sienna asked.
“Katie we’re done, you can come back!” I called. We all sat in the living room. “So the actual reason we called you in is that we have a wedding present for you.” Sarah began. “Will you trust us with the wedding planning?” Sienna asked.
“If you promise they won’t do anything weird.” Razan was looking at us when she said that. “I promise.” Sienna said. She was never hesitant while talking it’s hard not to believe her. “What about your relationship Ms. Sarah?” Razan asked.
“It’s Mrs. Sarah. I’m already married to Aseel.” Sarah said confidently. Their jaws dropped open even Sienna was surprised. I remembered that we haven’t told her. “Where are your wedding rings?” Razan asked after that shocked moment she had.
“We don’t have wedding rings… we should gets ones though.” Sarah said as she looked at me. “Sure… See Razan, this necklace.” I went closer to Razan so she should read what was written on it. “Read that.” I said.
Forever Sarah's property that’s what’s written on the necklace. “We made our vows that day.” I said. “What about the key and the locket?” Sienna asked. “Her necklace is locked with this key.” I said pointing at the key on necklace.
“I like the idea of the rings, we’ll get those later.” Sarah said. “So technically you’re not married, I mean you didn’t do it in a church.” Razan asked. Sarah laughed. “What gave you the idea that we were Christians?” I asked.
“Aren’t you?” she asked. “No, we’re not Christians… I’m Atheist and Sarah here just turned Gothic.” I said. “So you liked the Goth part?” Sarah laughed. “I told you it was sexy.” I was being sarcastic. “The Gothic part was a joke, I’m Atheist too.” She said.
“Oh!” Razan was almost disappointed. “You see Kate there is a Christian.” I said. “Really?” She asked. “Yeah” Kate nodded. “You’ll make your wedding in a church and all?” Razan asked. “Probably.” Kate answered.
Razan’s phone rang “Hey I’ll go now take care of the wedding plans for me.” Razan said as she left. Sienna walked her to the door. “Sarah I want to challenge you in guitar playing.” Kate said. “Just guitar playing?” Sarah asked.
“Yeah.” Kate nodded.